WONDERFUL DAY!

My visit with Tyler today is so wonderful! I am so excited to see him open his eyes and respond a little to small tasks! I asked "Tyler can I kiss your nose" and He said "NO" What a wonderful moment. I even tickled him with kisses and he smiled!! It makes my heart melt!! I am ever so grateful for him and the progress he is making! I cannot describe how wonderful it feels, how grateful I am, and much as a mother, now the love that surrounds me! Aunt Shannie was able to fly in today and it has been so wonderful also to have her here. We have missed her! So for those of you wondering Tyler is doing well and is progessing little at a time! Our prayers continue for him! What a wonderful and thankful day!! :)

Our Little Miracle

Just wanted to post a update on Tyler and as I sit at the Library computer with Dieter words cease to come. Tyler has had a couple of wonderful days and is slowly moving in a good direction. I find myself kicking me for all the ungratefulness that I have had in my years as a mom. I find myself having good moments and hard moments. So I do the best we know how at this point and hang on to stable life for myself and most importantly my boys. It is still really hard for me to express everything that has happened, but I am so grateful for all my family (Randi you are family!) and all the support, prayers and hugs! My sis is doing a wonderful job posting his progress and she speaks so much better than I could at this point. Thanks sis, your the best! Please know that while we are not out of the woods Tyler is doing well and we will continue down this road, please keep him in your prayers~! Love to all
Janell and Dieter

Tyler - Our little ANGEL

As many of you may know, Tyler is currently in the ICU unit at Primary Children's Hospital. He has a severe head trama. Today is still very hard for me to post any feelings I have had, but I want all to know that he is stable and at this point still fighting. We continue to pray that he slowly gets better and remains fighting. Thank you to all of you who have kept him in your prayers and continue to. He is a fighter and I pray every moment that he will recover and come home soon. Love to all

Naughty BOYS!!

So pitchure this, it is a normal day and all I want to do is take a shower and get ready for the day while my boys watch a movie!! WRONG!!! Apartently life lessons should have told me that this is impossiable!! So I don't listen and jump into the shower phone by the sink and boys in thier room watching a movie! Next thing I know my phone starts to ring I wash the soap out of my eyes and glimpse at the id to see who is calling. It is my Bro Josh! So I ignore the ringing, I will call him back when I get out of the shower. To not much of my surprise he does not leave a voice mail and hangs up and calls back!! So by this time Deiter who can hear a phone ringing from miles away, runs into the bathroom and answers my phone not leaving it alone as I asked!! Oh well, I thought it is Josh he will talk to him until I get out of the shower!! So I proceed to shower thinking to myself how wonderful it is to know the boys are occupodo and I am getting a break! WRONG AGAIN!! So while I am in the shower dieter is in the kitchen with Tyler who is having a most lovely time cracking eggs on my floor, which mind you I had just sweep and mopped!! Dieter is telling Uncle Josh, "Tyler cracking eggs" . So Yes, Tyler was in the kitchen cracking eggs on the floor and then proceeded to take bites of the peaches from the fridge and leave them as little presents for me in my bed!! I just wanted to scream!!! So heres to naughty boys who when you least expect will always find something to entertain you!!! OR make your day much more interesting!! I don't know what I would do without having to clean the house twice in one weekend!! Hopefully as they grow older they will realize that mommy dosn't like the eggs on the floor, the marker on the wall or the tv from thier room on the floor! Oh my my, what a end to a week eh!!

Okay so I just thought I would let you all know again how much of a Drama Guy Dieter is! So I get to the daycare to pick him up and the first words out of his mouth are " Mommy I cut my finger off" With emphisis on the cut and off. What now how would your finger be cut off and noone called me. Okay so what really happened is he was cutting paper with child proof sisors(I don't know how to spell) and got a little to carried away! He has a small cut on his thumb, which he insists is bleeding all the time! So needless to say we are never lack of entertainment in our home!! Love the kid!!

Okay so it has been awhile since I last posted, and I have certainly had alot of appifinys (if that is how you spell it, sorry mom) So much has happened in the last few months. Ryan and Shannon are now in the big city of San Fran. Dieter is going to start full time at the LUCDA for more preschool this coming week, and I have come to some very seruious conclusions about myself.
1. Ryan and Shannon you are much bravier than I ever could be. You two are so adventurous and I love that about you. I pray that all continues to go well for you there, even though I have to say "You are WAY to FAR AWAY!! LOL" Maybe someday we can come and visit, although just a thought is San Fran ready for Dieter!!?? I think that this may be the city of his dreams, my little dramatic boy!
2. Dieter starts LUCDA soon and will have to ride the bus to and from the preschool back to daycare till I get off work. To me he is growing up and all to fast! He is excited though and loves the bus!! We will be headed off to Walmart some time this week to purchase the nessesities and I promised myself that I wouldn't cry, I might tear up though this is hard.
3. About myself, I have gone through life till this point worring about what others thought of me, about what I can do to help take care of people, to little time for myself. So at this point I have made it my new goal in life to remember that I am me and living my life to the best of my ability and that what others think is not important to me. Love me or Hate me either way I don't care. I do what is best for me and my kids and it is time for me to to take charge of myself and be me. Letting people in to my world Crazy as it may be. I am most happy when I am me.

Why-------

Don't people of this world have a conscience? Don't people of this world beilive in Karma? I beilive in doing whatever it takes to better yourself and your family, but I also belive not taking from others in the process~! I beilive in protecting my family and the people that I love with everything I have! When it tears from you on your close friends and the person you love, I do beilive that it is right to protect the one you love! For soul mates don't get the chance to meet as often as they should, and true love is not as abumdit in as much as it needs to be. So when you find it hold to it never let it go!! Stand by the person you love stand by them in everytime of need and heartache. I beilive that karma is out there and people who do not choose to give to others will not receive themselves. For true love conquers all and soul mates are joined together forever when found